I CAN'T TRUST ME EITHER

             Looks like this place is narrowing everything down and most of the time we keep being the last two people hanging around and walking the streets. Please Moon it’s time to go inside so we can leave as well. Boy I’m really scared of what I might say but the truth is I don’t trust myself alone with you. I keep thinking about the fact that you’re thinking about it too. I just can’t stop myself from doing to you what I want and I still can’t trust myself alone with you.

             It’s really late and I think we both need to go home. We shouldn’t spend more time together than we are supposed to because I really can’t trust myself alone with you. Yeah I know I need to leave but I still want to stay for some time, I still want to hang around, I can’t stay but I can’t leave either. Ijust can’t trust myself alone with you.

            No! I’m not the girl I used to be, lately. You came into my life at an interesting time. Just to say this, if my past is any sign of your future, you should be giving a heads up before I let you inside. Just hold on to whatever your find boy! This time I don’t trust myself with loving you!

I find myself begging a passage into your garden and end up breaking out whenever it starts to rain. I do this just to get back to the place where I started with you so I can long for you all over again. (I just dint understand me)!!

Now I want to know – who do you love?

Do you love me or just the thought of me?